PRESENT

 時間  2004/06/25 Fri 17:42:18
                                                                                
                                                                                
任性。
                                                                                
或許可以說，韌性。
                                                                                
每次每次，我總是等待。等到最後，也總是，
                                                                                
悲傷與孤獨。
                                                                                
我太自以為是了，自以為所謂的她幸福就好，我沒關係。
                                                                                
鄙視我自己，自以為情聖。
                                                                                
我太自卑了，難道我就沒辦法給所謂的她幸福？
                                                                                
再鄙視我自己，少了自信我什麼都不是。
                                                                                
我不要！不要這樣！
                                                                                
這一次，不管出現多麼強力的競爭者，我也絕不會"放手"！
                                                                                
除非，
                                                                                
是她把我在懸崖上苦苦掙扎的手給踩下去...
                                                                                
不然，
                                                                                
讓我任性一下，好嗎？