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 時間  2004/12/01 Wed 00:38:37
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
既然是隨筆，那就想到什麼寫什麼。
                                                                                
既然是個版，那就想說什麼說什麼。
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
地球人晚安，很讚。
                                                                                
五月天的歌，一向很適合大眾，通俗，卻也不刻意拉低層次迎合市場。
                                                                                
歌中的感慨，記得我國中時就有過。
                                                                                
該說是未老先衰還是？
                                                                                
不知道，或許是環境關係吧，還蠻慶幸我有一個較為不同的少年時期。
                                                                                
使我很早就接觸現在應該接觸的東西，
                                                                                
使我很早就開始胡思亂想一些東西，
                                                                                
使我很早開始看老子。
                                                                                
當時，老師問我懂嗎？我說我似懂非懂。
                                                                                
但如果他現在問我，我會說我不懂。
                                                                                
但如果他十年後問我，我應該會說，我初窺門道。
                                                                                
或許是壓抑，但也換來旁人所沒有的深。
                                                                                
我當時學到許多東西，多到現在還在消化。
                                                                                
常常遇到一件事，當時的情形就會冒出來，我自然知道我該怎麼做。
                                                                                
該說，我學著怎樣做男人，從老師身上。
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
常被自己的固執，打敗。
                                                                                
理論再完美，我固執，無法行動。
                                                                                
或許別人看我是另一個樣，但我知道我本質是個頑固的老頭。
                                                                                
但還好，我仍能改變。
                                                                                
但是原則，不容撼動。
                                                                                
原則自然是越少越好，我還在歸納，把一些雜項，歸納成一條。