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 時間  2005/01/05 Wed 20:57:54
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
女孩的第一個反應是，裝傻。
                                                                                
她把話題扯開，試著當作什麼事都沒發生。
                                                                                
但男孩不屈不撓，不斷的確認。
                                                                                
最後，女孩實在沒辦法了，只好說：
                                                                                
『你不覺得這樣太快了嗎？我們才認識不久...』
                                                                                
好吧，男孩只好妥協。
                                                                                
男孩只有為女孩付出更多，挖空心思的想辦法討她歡心，反正都已經告白了，
                                                                                
男孩也不再顧忌旁人的眼光。
                                                                                
但男孩實在追的很沮喪。
                                                                                
女孩假日根本沒辦法出門，依她的說法，是父母親要她專心唸書。
                                                                                
但男孩不懂，她才高一耶...
                                                                                
想說好吧，既然不能見面，那聊聊天總可以吧？
                                                                                
女孩的父母不給她辦手機。
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
男孩其實心裡有數了，於是也漸漸的不再試著約她。
                                                                                
在學校見到面，最多不過是打打招呼，男孩也很少上逼了。
                                                                                
但現實往往很奇妙，人心更奇妙...
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
有一天，剛上完體育課，一群男生鬧轟轟的走往教室。
                                                                                
突然，女孩迎面走過來，手裡拿著一杯飲料，是那種500c.c.專賣店的，
                                                                                
高中生上課時是不能出校門的，不然就是記過，像這種飲料是要特別叫外送的。
                                                                                
                                                                                
她把飲料交給男孩，也沒說什麼就走了。
                                                                                
男孩呆住了。
                                                                                
大家都知道，高中生，這種時候怎麼可能會沒動靜？
                                                                                
尤其當那個班又是個男生班，
                                                                                
免不了是一定要被揶揄、質問的。
                                                                                
男孩雖然沒說什麼，但他的心裡真的是爽翻了。

                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
又過了幾天。
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
某天晚上，男孩的手機響了，是個沒有紀錄的號碼。
                                                                                
是女孩！
                                                                                
不是說沒有手機嗎？
                                                                                
原來，女孩說是他爸爸不用的號碼，被她拿來用。
                                                                                
男孩心想，那是代表什麼？
                                                                                
不過，總之這晚，他們聊天聊到深夜。
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
男孩本以為一切就這麼一帆風順，但我說過，
                                                                                
現實往往很奇妙。
                                                                                
隔沒幾天，她的手機打不通了。
                                                                                
他找到她問怎麼了，她只說是因為她爸爸發現她拿手機聊天，懷疑她交了男朋友，
                                                                                
就又把手機拿回去了。
                                                                                
天！這到底是一個怎樣的家庭？男孩跟女孩的聯繫管道又被斷了一個。
                                                                                
現在只剩下BBS。
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
就這樣，暑假他們沒有出來見過面。
                                                                                
但還是有在BBS上聊天，但女孩的態度依舊。
                                                                                
                                                                                
有天，男孩終於忍不住了，他問她究竟喜不喜歡他，就算只有一點點。
                                                                                
女孩沉默了一陣子之後：
                                                                                
『有...』
                                                                                
『但老實跟你說吧，我目前不想交男朋友，我想要好好用功。』
                                                                                
男孩只有試著接受，因為既然是這樣，其他人也是如此，
                                                                                
以後他還是有機會，至少比別人有機會。
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
升上三年級後，又一晴天霹靂。
                                                                                
女孩的父母說要她開始用功，因為她常常上網到11、12點，所以不讓她上網。
                                                                                
最後的聯繫也斷了。
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
當然，那些都是女孩跟他說的。
                                                                                
怎麼說？
                                                                                
因為，就在男孩開始學著死心時...
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
某天，男孩的同學看見女孩牽著另一位男孩的手上學，那人，不是男孩學校的。
                                                                                
男孩當然不相信拉，馬上去問女孩，女孩跟他說：
                                                                                
『有嗎？那應該是我弟，有時候他會跟我一起上學。』
                                                                                
男孩安心了。
                                                                                
                                                                                
又是某天，這次是男孩自己看見了。
                                                                                
去年送飲料那一幕再度出現，女孩依舊是那麼靦腆的笑，
                                                                                
只是，主角換人了。
                                                                               
男孩這次依舊去問了，但女孩說她有事，先離開了。
                                                                                
這不是第一次，當然也不會是最後一次。
                                                                                
之後再看到，男孩已經不想管了。
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
原來，一切...
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
都只是好人。