PRESENT

 時間  2005/05/05 Thu 23:27:18
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
面對命運，我能說什麼？
                                                                                
我說，其實我早已準備好了，就只差一步了，有用嗎？
                                                                                
有時真的覺得怎麼會這樣，
                                                                                
有時真的計畫永遠趕不上變化，
                                                                                
有時候不一定是女人心，一樣海底針。
                                                                                
猶豫，已經是我生命中，不可抹滅的致命傷。
                                                                                
因為猶豫，我錯失了機會，這不是第一次，大概也不會是最後一次吧？
                                                                                
我哪知道？
                                                                                
我哪知道每次都是這樣，在我已經鼓起勇氣時，機會就在那個點離我而去。
                                                                                
我想，問題在於，我還不夠成熟吧。
                                                                                
我無法成熟到，讓別人相信我；我無法成熟到，自己相信自己。
                                                                                
偶爾，當我全神灌注時，我會忘了猶豫，但只是偶爾。
                                                                                
我還要再努力，讓別人相信我，也讓自己相信我。
                                                                                
李敖不是說了，成功的一半來自於自信、自傲甚至自大。
                                                                                
我相信其實我沒受過什麼太嚴重的傷，
                                                                                
就像奇犽，遇到危險就逃，受傷前就已經躲開了。
                                                                                
可是，可是，
                                                                                
我不想這樣啊！
                                                                                
我想要狠很的，不顧一切去前進的...