PRESENT

 時間  2005/02/17 Thu 23:00:54
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
花了個早上，把香水給看完了，作者，書裡是翻成徐四金。
                                                                                
這本應該算是恐怖小說...吧？
                                                                                
但我卻感到刺激，循著主角留下的足跡一步步朝聖。
                                                                                
主角的死法算是令我驚艷的地方，有想像力，也令我訝然發現，
                                                                                
原來人類真的會愛你愛到愛死你。
                                                                                
不過，我也有種在看一個笑話的感覺，不是笑話是什麼？
                                                                                
也許是作者，細膩的描寫，卻又若有若無的把謀殺事件寫的理所當然，
                                                                                
似乎上天生下她們本該是主角的材料。
                                                                                
                                                                                
但可笑的是，完成了偉大的目標－至少對主角而言－之時，
                                                                                
一切都變的沒有意義了。
                                                                                
不是笑話是什麼？
                                                                                
                                                                                
                                                                                
這不就是人類？
                                                                                
活著的意義為何？沒有意義的話，目的為何？
                                                                                
笛卡兒的名句，傳頌百年...
                                                                                
我思固我在...
                                                                                
我思固我在...!!
                                                                                
我為何存在？
                                                                                
我只知道人類一直在滿足自己的慾望，不，不只是人類，只要是生物就在滿足慾望。
                                                                                
那，該死的慾望究竟要把我帶到什麼方向？